20060520
4:14:00 PM
My heart needed no more suffering.
/If pain must come, may it come quickly.
Because i have a life to live, and i need to
live it in the best way possible.
/If he has to make a choice, may he make it now.
Then i will either wait for him or forget him.
/Waiting is painful. Forgeting is painful.
But not knowing what to do is the worse kind of suffering.
between the sheets
\garbage & garnish
\ cocktail.spree
+dawnthen
+twenytytwo\three\onenineeightnine
+adore\ granny.edgey.family.
+bartend.
\ caribbeansunset
30ml gin
30ml blue curacao
30ml creme de banane
30ml lemon juice
30ml fresh cream
dash of grenadine
\ fuzzynavel
2ounces vodka
2ounces peach schnapps
12ounces orange juice
\ gratefuldead
1/4ounce vodka
1/4ounce rum
1/4ounce tequila
1/4ounce triplesec
1/4ounce chambord
cola to taste