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9:10:00 PM
/I seek refuge in dreams.
/It is the only sane place to be. A place where nothing is real, nor does it last.
Then again, you'd ask, how could that place be one that's ideal? How could it be the only worthwhile place to be?
/I'd say its because there is a fear i wont fall. It is what i make of it. It's the only place where time is powerless and a place where the mind rules over all. Everything good can happen, exactly how you'd want it to be. Flawless. And when you wake, its gone, but you've already had a feel of it. It was the only good thing that occured in a bad day. It was my comfort in a world where comfort doesnt exist.
/However, what would you do if your mind conjuers up nightmares instead? Ones that inflict raw pain and endless suffering in the timeless capsule. Trapped in a place where your mind plays hide and seek with your soul and you feel as though you're at the brink of insanity. You will begin to ask yourself and plead to your subconcious; When will this end?! When will the pain stop?! Just stop!
/The good news is, it does. They stop hurting you. Your heart, your soul, your wounds are healed. You're awake and they stop the endless torture. It's unlike the real world, where the hurt never stops, the wounds never heal and your heart is shattered beyond repair. Moreover, no matter how hard you scream, cry and beg them to 'stop!', they won't. Trust me, they won't. They never did. They never will.
/All the more we should appreciate nightmares. And of course it's because they are the ones the give me that relief. A relief that you'll know that is as bad as it gets and it's simply over. A relief that something good can actually arise from something entirely bad.
/What more harm could dreams do to us that the world has not already done?
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